Updates on 07/04/24

Updated: Of Purpose.

Still sick as a dog.  The rest of the body feels fine, but since I'm not absorbing a lot of nutrients, my body is very weak.  And not sleeping much either so my system is kinda whacked.

Not entirely sure if it was the right thing to do, considering that I was sick, but I met up with Reverand DP yesterday.  I have been washing my hands religiously so I think I should be okay.  I met up with him to talk about two things: 1) about how I can be more effective at CF as a board member; and 2) about my recent relevations about God.

For confidentiality reasons, I'm not at liberty to discuss the happenings at the CF board level.  I am on the right track but just need to apply a bit more patience...  okay, a LOT more patience.

With regards to the second discussion, that was very enlightening.  Basically he corroborated what I was thinking: I am well on the way there too and there is no doubt that what I'm experience is true and not just an implication of what's happening in my life right now.  We discussed churches, prayer, what is pride, roads to discovery, etc.  We talked about how I was asked to read John first and he was surprised since he found that was the hardest gospel to read.  I told him that I found it really really easy and his comment was that "if there ever was a sign, that is it."

I have been debating whether to write about this on my blog at all, no so much becuase I don't want people to know (in fact, it's rather relieving to make this commitment), but because I'm worried by what effect this may have on some people.  But the Reverand reminded me that I should be doing this for myself and leave the rest in God's hands.

Be careful not to practice your righteousness in front of people in order to be noticed by them.  If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven. Matthew 6:1

Your family, friends and fellows are all part of the gifts from God.  Sometimes you can hear Him directly.  Other times you don't and he tries to work through others.  They've all come out to help me, new and old.  I feel rather blessed right now.