Blessing in disguise...

Urghhh...  I think I'm finally on the mend, but in the past 2 days I've lost 4 lbs.  Compounded to the 4 lbs I've lost in the past two weeks...  Holee crap, I haven't been this light in a very long time.

But it's been a bit of a blessing too.  When you're feeling so incredibly sorry for yourself, it's kinda hard to feel sorry for someone else.  So it's possible for some of the more "unloving" feelings to arise.  It helps bring perspective, but I can't forget who I am and let the spite change me.

What an odd blessing....  argghhh  stomach still making noises.