Questions about God
During the past year or so, many people have talked to me about religion and God. I've managed to surprise most of them with my understanding and beliefs since I'm neither ignorant nor indifferent towards God. Probably the best way to describe my religious proclivity is agnostic theism (still researching this definition): I believe in God but I have no particular religious leanings.
My aunt CL and I had a long discussion one night while in Hong Kong. She gifted me with a wonderful insight that has allowed me to more wholeheartedly embrace my beliefs. Her comment was that it wasn't that I haven't found God (which she believes I have), I just haven't found an affiliation. She then gave me a book to read and I promised I would do so as soon as possible.
Over the last few weeks, I've arrived at a couple of insights:
- Some people claim that one of the benefits of the Protestant faith is that it helps you communicate with God. I don't think this is what I want. I think my position on this can be summed up by: "I exist by the grace of God and that is all I shall ever need to ask for." God has already given me enough, giving thanks is all I want to do.
- Banana told me about one of the beliefs of the Colombian Catholic faith: they believe that God will help those who help themselves. I wholeheartedly agree.
- I think there are five true loves that, if you can find them all, will make you truly happy. They are: 1) the love that a child receives from their parents; 2) the love for your family and friends; 3) the love of God and all that God has created (including yourself); 4) the love of your life-mate; and 5) the love that a parent gives to a child. When I have time, I'll elaborate on this a bit more.
It's going to be a lifelong journey to help me understand and appreciate God. But for now, I'm happy.